It’s really cool how I’ve been getting so many new callers that want me to either instruct them on CBT or tie them up and torture them, and sometimes even tell them a castration fantasy.
While I will watch you perform cock and ball torture on yourself, I wouldn’t watch you castrate yourself on cam. But I’d be happy to fantasize about it with you..
There are several things that I think contribute to this influx of callers that like me to torture them:
- I watch a lot of horror movies, including the gruesome type like the “Saw” series and “Hostel”. Also pretty bloody ones like “American Psycho” and “Body Double” (one of my favorite Scorcese films).
- I have a background in medical research. Nothing will prepare you for gruesomeness (as well as sterile technique) if that won’t.
- I was taught cock and ball torture by a professional Dominatrix. Since then I’ve had 3 long-term pets that are true pain sluts.
And so I immerse myself in the world of bondage, torture, and other perverse acts both in my real life and in fantasy. Even so, I am very careful to be responsible and to make sure that my pets, both in real life and on the phone, have a safe and sane experience. I think that my callers pick up my concern for their safety as well as my enthusiasm and glee when it comes to their pain..
Are you a pain slut? Like the thought of cock and ball torture? For my next post, I will publish a list of household items that you can assemble if you do want to perform CBT on yourself.
Of course if you want to call before then, you are welcome to email me at ladysascha@gmail.com and ask me for suggestions.
Until then, remember – it’s all about being safe and sane, and still having a bit of gruesome fun we both can get off on..
