He ordered a Dell Inspiron laptop for me the first of the month, because mine is on its last leg. Here are the specs:

• 1224-5349Inspiron 1545, Intel Core 2 Duo P8700, 2.53GHz, 1066Mhz 3M L2 Cache
• 1313-7318Ruby Red
• 1311-96244GB, DDR2, 800MHz 2 Dimm
• 1320-7445Bright, Glossy, widescreen 15.6 inch display (1366×768)
• 1320-7990Intel Graphics Media Accelerator X4500HD
• 1341-8974500G 5400RPM SATA Hard Drive
• 1421-0239Microsoft Windows Vista SP1 Home Premium Edition, English
• 1330-2240DELL RESOURCE DVD,BACK-UP,1545
• 1420-6576DELL WELCOME,Software Dimension/Inspiron
• 1420-9100Dell Dock Consumer
• 1463-2282Dell Owners Manual installed on your system,click on icon after system set-up to access
• 1420-6436Vista, PC-Restore, Dim/Insp
• 1421-0323Windows Live Search,Multiple User Interface
• 1421-0427Dell Movie Store
• 1467-0019Integrated Gigabit (10/100/1000) Network Card forXPS 1340
• 1410-1883ADOBE READER 9.0 MULTI- LANGUAGE
• 1313-72712X BluRay Drive
• 1420-9168Power DVD 8.1, Blue-Ray Disk Playback
• 1420-8159Roxio Creator 10 Dell Edition,Factory Installed
• 1313-4783Integrated High Definition Audio 2.0
• 1430-3272Intel 5100 Wireless-N (1×2) Half Mini-Card
• 1420-8310Creative Camera SW
• 1420-8223Dell Video Chat
• 1421-0161Facial Recognition Software Application version 2.3 Compact Diskette
• 1410-1160McAfee Security 9.0, 30-day Subscription, for Dell Inspiron / Dimension
• 1312-09249-cell Primary Battery
• 1412-0148No ISP requested
• 1420-6589Microsoft Office 2007 Home and Student Edition
• 1950-33382 Year Limited Warranty
• 1993-3248Dell Hardware Warranty PlusOnsite Service, Extended Year(s)
• 1993-3247Dell Hardware Warranty PlusOnsite Service, Initial Year
• 1986-0461Third Party At HomeService, 24×7 TechnicalSupport, 1 Year Extended
• 1992-4050Third Party At HomeService, 24×7 TechnicalSupport, Initial Year
• 1900-8221Warranty Support,1 Year Extended
• 1960-2780Warranty Support,Initial Year
• 1412-0360Soft Contracts – Banctec
• 1330-0171S and P Drop-in-Box Marcom forDHS Notebooks
• 420-9939Adobe Photoshop Elements 7 andPremiere Elements 7, ENG
• 1330-2755Dell Wireless 365 Bluetooth Module (2.1)
• 1330-1757Intel Centrino 2 Label
• 1310-8628You have chosen a Windows Vista Premium System
• 1420-9800Dell Remote Access free basic to access your PCs from outside your home
• 1993-1919Dell Remote Access, free basic service – access your PCs and files from outside your home
• 1420-8409PC Tune Up, 3 Year Subscription
• 1986-80833 yr Automated PC Tune Up 2.0

A few extras he included:

• 1A0710431ExpressCard Media Remote for Bluetooth-enabled Laptop
• 1A1466753WNDR3300 RangeMax Dual Band Wireless-N Router
• 1A1280861Paint Shop Pro Photo X2
• 1A1201636V220 Ruby Red Cordless Optical USB Mouse – Designed for Dell
• 1A2476180500GB USB 2.0 eGO II Portable Hard Drive – Jet Black – Designed for Dell

I haven’t taken pics of me with it – I think I am going to wait till our next photo shoot in about 2 weeks to do so.

Anyway, I am off to play with it. Here is my Amazon wishlist in case any of you horny readers out there want to make Lady Sascha smile even more.

Or you can just call me =)

I talked to a regular phone sex caller of mine this morning, and he started whining about how he can’t find a real Mistress, and could we meet etc etc.

I just started laughing…

“You’ve got to be kidding me!” I told him.

“You? Hahaha!! A whiny little loser with a 6″ clit for a member? If I were to meet you, I’d make your life a living hell.”

Then I started listing all the things I’d make him do. I’d keep him hard and naked and make him:

• Wear a butt-plug most of the day
• Sleep on the floor
• Suck big black cock and take it up the ass for my amusement
• Eat my pussy and cream pies until his entire face ached
• Entertain my Mistress friends the same way
• Stroke and cum on command ONLY
• Eat his own cum in the event I do decide to let him to cum
• Have his cock and balls tied up and tortured
• I’d beat his ass till it was bright red, all the while making him beg for it
• Be a human ashtray for me

Lady Sascha Uses Her Little Slaves as an Ashtray

At this point in my tongue-lashing he exploded on cam, without even touching himself. I laughed while he cried during his ruined orgasm, begging me to let him touch it. I just kept laughing, telling him to keep his hands off. And then I made him scoop his cum off his belly, and rub it on his face, and lick it off his fingers.

He’s REALLY going to get it next time, just for cumming without my permission.

Lady Sascha is a Phonesex Mistress

Unfortunately, my chosen profession is stigmatized by polite society.
The funny thing is, like most people, I grew up thinking that adult workers were the dregs of society, with no hope of redemption, objectified for their bodies, etc, etc, etc. I am sure all of you have heard the same sort of litany.
That is not the case with me. I grew up in an upper middle-class family. I went to private or magnet schools all my life, given swimming and dance lessons since I was a child. I have my parents’ hand-prints embedded on my back from them firmly but lovingly pushing me through My first 23 years of life.
I graduated from said university with a terminal master’s in a science-related field, where I then worked in a professional middle management job for 3 years.
I worked long hours, and made great money. Yuppie-ville, here I come.
As a phone Domme, I work even longer hours, and, for the time being, make less than half of what I used to. So why do I do this?
In my professional white-collar job, I had a boss over me, who persistently pressured me to get more out of the people that worked under me. And I had people under me, who complained about their jobs, and blamed me for their working conditions. It always felt like a no-win situation to me.
By the time I quit, at the ripe old age of 26, I was taking 60 mgs of Prozac a day, drinking an entire 6-pack of Heinies more nights than not, as well as doing a host of “recreational” drugs to stay sane. Not a good combination.
And so I quit to be a phone Dommme.
Now I do not take Prozac at all, I drink and drug rarely, and that’s pretty much it.
I feel like less of a whore now than I ever have.
I set my own hours, and my own price. If I don’t like you or think we click, I don’t have to talk to you. I actually enjoy my work. I can get off several times a day if I want. Occasionally I do so with my callers. Most of the time it is by myself or with one of my real-life pets.
If I want to take a day off, I do. I don’t work under fluorescent lighting, and I can go outside to walk/garden/bike/play whenever I want. Or if I just want to take an hour off to nap or fuck or masturbate, well that is always a good idea ;P
And I have realized that the money I make is commensurate with the work I do. I work very hard now, much harder than I ever have in my entire life. In my old job, working harder resulted in other people putting even more responsibility on my shoulders, not more pay.
Now I can see that there are so many more possibilities for me – so many things to learn, like SEO,  coding, wordpress. Everything I learn helps me, and in turn, helps my little phone pets. I am just beginning to climb my way up the ladder…
I love it.
I plan on doing this for a long long time

It was not in front of the fire, drinking champagne, or even during a lovemaking session.
The first time my pet told me he loved me, I had been alternately teasing and torturing him for a couple of hours.

I had his cock and balls hard as a rock, and tied tightly so that they were purplish blue.

I would put rubber bands under the head of his cock, and snap them for a while, then take them off, and then lick and suck on his balls, inserting a finger up his as I did so…. Then spanking his balls with a flyswatter. And then licking and kissing all over him and putting his cock up inside me while I masturbated, and then sucked the pussy juice off. Then ice on the balls. And so on.

At the point he told me he loved me, I was just about to drip hot wax all over his cock and balls, cool it to hardness with ice, and then flog it off.

At the moment  he said it, I was surprised. Then I realized that he and I had been more intimate with each other this afternoon than we had ever been before. Something in our minds had clicked and melded together.

I am by no means an expert on D&s. I just do it for fun, and on the phone for profit . But the most intimate relationships that I have had have been D&s ones.

There is something about getting inside another person’s head, and finding out what makes him tick, and then taking those fetishes and limits and transforming them and pushing them, so that he finds out new things about what he likes and what gets him going.

And he has to put his complete trust in me as well. Not an easy thing for a trial lawyer who is a barracuda in the courtroom.

And usually I find out new things about myself at the same time, like my capacity for love, and for  nurturing that trust.

By the way, when he told me he loved me, I said “I know” with a smile. And I did.